At this moment I just feel like taking a vacation to somewhere far. A visit to my aunt in Carlifornia sounds good.
I need a break from all these. Being myself is not easy. Meeting expectations, shapeshifting to please people is not my cup of tea.
I remember telling friends that I'd never bear to leave my friends behind and study overseas. But all my closest ones are busy with their own life. I feel neglected at times, but I choose not to bother them.
Does it matter when I'm not there? hmm..
I sound so insecure and weak, but friendship and relationship matters so much to me. It strains me when I cant feel them around me.
Shall stop here.
Friday, February 01, 2008
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