As I was reading through my past, recorded vividly in my previous entries I was pleasantly surprised by how much I've changed and well, of course my ability to write. Heh.
In this journey of life I've been through heaven and hell, through green pastures and dark valleys. God did not let me down or give up on me. People come, people go, just like commuters in the train. However, not many left footprints behind.
I'm thankful for who I am now, albeit being far from perfect.
In the midst of reflecting, one truth dawned upon me. When you hold something captive, God will never be able to bestow you anything better. Many a time you are left battered and bruised from wrestling with God. But will you pesevere until you are blessed?
Sighs. This hurts. Really does. But I'd sink deeper if I don't do anything now.
My prayer is this. Forgive me my iniquities. Soften the rock that has replaced my heart. Open my eyes to the work of your hands.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
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