I have a sudden crave, to dance in a club before i SHAVE, and just see guys all around me =( .
Counting down everyday, to my birthday and enlistment date. 14 days to enlistment. shit its just 2 weeks. and 2 days to my birthday! Im going to be in between a boy and a man.
Wa. Im very sian. Sian until I cant be bothered to type in proper english.
How do I describe this feeling? I shall name it PRE NS DEPRESSION SYMPTOMS. I am not feeling enthusiastic about enlisting.
Looking forward to the various dates and outings with my friends!
I miss dancing. Its like a part of me is deprived. Its a void, a vaccum.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
![]() |