Lord, help me be secure in your love and not live in fear constantly that my friends are not true to me.

Many relationships in this world are fleeting. Not many actually last. I just hope that the handful that I am blessed with now will withstand the test of time.

The story of the false pearl teaches us, "what are you holding on to?"

Let me rattle on how I feel now.

I really struggle with being single sometimes, especially when my closest friends are busy, or out of my reach. It feels lonely, and empty. I always feel that I dun want to trouble my friends when they seem so busy.

The toughest struggle is to battle the selfishness within us. Sin can also be described as self-centeredness. How not to think of me myself and I, and think of others better than myself.

Having a girlfriend just to satisfy my needs is just plain selfish right?
I know I can patiently wait upon the Lord, because someday I'd find someone who truly captivates me.

The best apple is always the hardest to reach? Be still, because someday the tastiest apple will be given to you. Don't just settle for any other apple =)