Busy busy day. I had mixed feelings when i helped out at the booth today. I was feeling excited, yet withdrawn. I saw people promoting their own cca with much enthusiasm but i was feeling ?! shy?!
I gave it some thought and discovered that the problem is me not being proud of primers, not proud of my own cca. Whenever people ask me about my cca, i'd just shrug my shoulders and say i have no cca.
Before you attract others, you must be attractive yourself. I need to pray and ask God for that compassion. ITS OKAY TO BE REJECTED! i cannot be mindful of my "face" . This is God's business! i need to be proud of Him right?
Let tomorrow be a better day.
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
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